Sun is shining

To decide how to live is a hard problem...because you have a lot of unknown variables like: life, you, decide :)

You just can imagine a way where you just can intuit what that things mean.

I wonder....and I try to limit my questions to what I feel....is the only thing that is link to so called reality.... If you put your finger in a fire ..your finger will be burnt....so I think...this is a kind of reality.

But.....what about reasoning? We can explain our feelings with the reason help. Oh.....again another unknown variable: reasoning.

I think to the computer science approach, actually artificiall inteligence domain about ontology.

People tried to create a big ontology...for all people....but they didn't succeeded. So....the direction was to develop ontology for every little universe...and then to link this ontologies between them. 

Can be this an example of how life must be interpreted....or is a wrong way....and like others and others generations we lose our time....anyway...what is time?Look at this link...too see with which part of your brain are you thinking out ;)  http://www.news.com.au/heraldsun/story/0,21985,22556281-661,00.html

15 Octomber

It's a day.....even is with a lot of significations for me, is just a simple day. It's a sad sensation..or is just a dictated attitude. But who can make the difference?

Far away, among people(nice or not), words(nice or not) I relived some moments. Oh....unconscious moments....what I was thinking at:) But....all the time we must learn from our actions( theory said that). Of course for every mistake...there is a drop or a lake of sorrow.

I felt fullfiled by thoughts..... and I realize that we are just some sadist creatures. Just make this exercise: imagine a thing that you need a lot...and a dear person impedes you to obtain that thing..... what will be your first and simple reaction?

I cand tell you for sure..that you will not think at her/his reasons...you just think yours.

So....

A day...running through us ...

A day...running through us ...He don't realize...or he ignore...how often he did. Any sign...means nothing for him? What illusion...no one is special for someone...We  just have sensations...A bitter joke...on the empty edge of a glass... A drop of agony, a drop of knowledge.

I kept it for a moment....pendulous...but it slides down. I let it go...because...anyway....who knows what answer I could receive... a thought which deserved to die....undeserved thought.The wind breath is a soft touch for a helter-skelter soul. But we cope with that like always. Again a sad smile was flying on the face covered by his own image. A mystery variant, why not?

The leaf felt down on the emptiness of the asphalt and you, passer-by, you press on it without mercy but you didn'€™t seen this. You are too busy with things that apparently are important, but you forgot  things that can make you  feel accomplished. The seeming completion..its a long way which can guide you to a finish that seems happy but is not the €œreal€ place. Stop  .. for a moment and look to the leaf. Is not a work of art .. is just a  beautiful leaf because is simple and complex in the same time. Even she is separated  from his parent tree, she is a leaf which is alive  and which vibrate.

Think  traveler,  that in leaf'™s universe you are actually the leaf and she is the passer-by. Imagine that you allow to be taken in her hands/ nervures  watched ... and may be the autumn will not bring you dead, instead it will give you a new born moment, under a carefully mould of a radiance hands.

I started a long time ago...

I started to think a long time ago....or may be is just my illusion.

I started to love ...before to know what I'm.

I started to touch ...before to know how to walk.

I started to dream...before to know how to remember.

I start to know... that illusion is in every corner.

I start now...with this new illusory start:)